Hard to Touch
I count among your virtues all the times you didn't hit me
The lies you didn't tell and girls I didn't catch you kissing
I count among your gifts the chance to tear this out of my head
Break me out, we flee the country, I'm myself again
I wipe the filth and learn to breathe
It's hard to touch you when I'm clean
I count among your graces every night you left me wasted
Waited for me in the clinic, caught me when I 'wakened
I count among your hopes the needle pushing me back under
Frees my brain and fills my veins and gives me to your wonder
I wipe the filth and learn to breathe
It's hard to touch you when I'm clean
(Lyrics by Amber Bird, Music by Varnish)